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    I was tagged

    I got the "Perfect Lover" game tagged to me by a couple friends (Nicci+ღBåb¥gî®ℓღ) so this is how the game rules go:
     
    1. The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their
         perfect lover.
    2. Need to mention the sex of the target.
    3. Tag 8 victims to join this game & leave a comment on their comments
        saying they’ve been tagged.
    4. If tagged the 2nd time, there’s no need to post again.
     
     
    My "Perfect" Lover:
     
    1. Can not fit into a 8 step recipe.
    2. Loves me
    3. Is  true to who she is.
    4. Enjoys life.
    5. Is her own person.
    6. Stands for what she believes in.
    7. Smiles.
    8. Disregards these 8 "points" because she knows I love her for who she is.
     
     
    And now I tag (in no order):
     
    Bummi~Darling
    Chloe
    Jen
    Karinna
    Dani
      
    5月30日 11:39 | 添加评论 | 阅读评论 (53) | 固定链接 | 写入日志

    Expression

    Expression as per www.dictionary.com can be defined as "The manner in which one expresses oneself"
     
    We all do it differently and in a wide variety of ways/forms. But we all have so much in us just waiting and wanting to be expressed.
     
    Yesterday my angel  wrote a blog expressing her thoughts and feelings on rain. I found the way she did this extremely brilliant. A very moving and thought provoking writing that is just another testament to how special she truly is. Very fitting of her space's title "VIVA CON PASIÓN !!! ~ LIVE WITH PASSION!!!" I only wish I was able to express my feelings for her in words as well as she did about rain in this writing...
     
     

    everything i do....

    Written by Ulzhan http://spaces.msn.com/ulzhana/

    ...monday..usually very busy, but today i guess it is a little sad...or maybe not..but the rain is falling and raindrops picked by the wind land gently on my face...run down my cheeks..touch my lips and fall down my neck.. i feel  the wind playing with my hair...i look at the sky..and see...nothing...i wish i could fall towards the sky...right to the clouds from where my raindrops come from...i wish i could ask the clouds why they cry tonight...and cheer them up...but the clouds tell me..that someone asked them to rain today...to hide their tears....and asked the rain to take their fears away...and here i am enjoying the rain...falling down my cheeks and wind playing with my hair....when someone is doing the same..except they are really crying....i thanked the clouds for being so understanding..and helping someone hide their feelings.. i was thinking...maybe they are not that weak...maybe it's just a moment of weakness..that everyone has...and that person in reality is very strong..and just needed some place to hide...but ..what if this person is not that strong..maybe they hide everytime....and ask the clouds to help them...maybe they need someone to help them..but no one can see...wait..i thought..i need to go back...to tell the clouds my findings....but it was too late..i could not enjoy the rain any longer..i could feel the pain and fears of those hiding..those crying in the rain...i was feeling someone elses tears running down my cheeks...someone elses fears were brought to me by the cold wind that now made me shiver....i could not possible go back to the clouds...i didn't want to go to those who think they help..while they don't ..but at the same time...i could still feel the love i have for the rain...that now was falling with big drops and splashing on the ground...as if it was angry..it started throwing the raindrops so hard....it seemed like it was trying to wash away something...but it couldn't....it only left the scars on the ground... and it sounded like....it sounded like millions of little soldiers hiding in the sky were shooting down....bullets..firing down..with such power that killed a little bird..trying to get to her nest...and a little ant coming home after a long monday...and millions of other creatures...absolutely innocent...yet punished by someone elses anger...how can someone be so evil....so unforgiving...and so selfish....
    i was hating clouds...helping someone to hide..yet killing so many....
    STOP!!!....i screamed at the sky...please ...pleeeaase... i could feel my own tears running down my cheeks.....WHY?!...i fell on the ground...the raindrops were still so hard..but i could feel no pain...nor sorrow...no noise...everything faded away...except for the voice......it was a song....
    ...it told me ...to look into my heart..he said i will find....that there is nothing there to hide.....i opened my eyes...and i was falling towards the sky.....the clouds accepted me....they said it's time to stop hiding....and be what i am...they told me that someone who wants to help me...can't find me in the rain....that wind blows them away... and that hiding is not an answer to the pain...and that the rain can't wash it away...until i decide to....
    the Earth will never forget her scars.....but with time..new grass...new flowers and forests will grow over it.....but the rain will always remind me of the pain people had to go through....their fears still live in the deepest parts of the forests....but the clouds and the wind promised me to try and keep them there....they also said that if i'll ever have the moment of weakness...i can dance in the rain...they promised to hide me if i'm shy to try it for the first time...and they said that next time i'll look in the sky i will not be looking at it alone....someone else will do the same...and now..all i have to do is find that someone...who is enjoying the rain as well as i am....
     

    Ulzhan you are extremely talented in so many things, follow your dreams as I believe anything is in your grasp.

    You might be wondering about that little angel animation up above. It was a little gift I made for Ulzhan this weekend. As she truly is a sweet little angel. I made it from this image:

     

    but I wanted to take it one step farther... so I made this:

    Have a wonderful day everyone and remember to live with passion =) ...

      
    5月23日 16:41 | 添加评论 | 阅读评论 (21) | 固定链接 | 写入日志

    20,000!!

    On 18/05/2006 12:50:47 PM I got my 20,000nth visit =) Thank you all for visiting my space and for sharing a piece of your thoughts with me... =) 
     
    Now for an annonymous poem to go with this annonymous 20,000nth visit.
     
     
    Of all the friends I've ever met,
    You're the one I won't forget.

    And if I die
    Before you do
    I'll go to heaven
    And wait for you

    I'll give the angels
    Back their wings
    And risk the loss
    Of every thing

    Just to prove
    My friendship is true

    I'm thankful to have
    A Friend like you!
     

    Have a wonderful long weekend everyone
    Cheers... Ryan
     
     
      
    5月18日 14:09 | 添加评论 | 阅读评论 (18) | 固定链接 | 写入日志