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    Expression

    Expression as per www.dictionary.com can be defined as "The manner in which one expresses oneself"
     
    We all do it differently and in a wide variety of ways/forms. But we all have so much in us just waiting and wanting to be expressed.
     
    Yesterday my angel  wrote a blog expressing her thoughts and feelings on rain. I found the way she did this extremely brilliant. A very moving and thought provoking writing that is just another testament to how special she truly is. Very fitting of her space's title "VIVA CON PASIÓN !!! ~ LIVE WITH PASSION!!!" I only wish I was able to express my feelings for her in words as well as she did about rain in this writing...
     
     

    everything i do....

    Written by Ulzhan http://spaces.msn.com/ulzhana/

    ...monday..usually very busy, but today i guess it is a little sad...or maybe not..but the rain is falling and raindrops picked by the wind land gently on my face...run down my cheeks..touch my lips and fall down my neck.. i feel  the wind playing with my hair...i look at the sky..and see...nothing...i wish i could fall towards the sky...right to the clouds from where my raindrops come from...i wish i could ask the clouds why they cry tonight...and cheer them up...but the clouds tell me..that someone asked them to rain today...to hide their tears....and asked the rain to take their fears away...and here i am enjoying the rain...falling down my cheeks and wind playing with my hair....when someone is doing the same..except they are really crying....i thanked the clouds for being so understanding..and helping someone hide their feelings.. i was thinking...maybe they are not that weak...maybe it's just a moment of weakness..that everyone has...and that person in reality is very strong..and just needed some place to hide...but ..what if this person is not that strong..maybe they hide everytime....and ask the clouds to help them...maybe they need someone to help them..but no one can see...wait..i thought..i need to go back...to tell the clouds my findings....but it was too late..i could not enjoy the rain any longer..i could feel the pain and fears of those hiding..those crying in the rain...i was feeling someone elses tears running down my cheeks...someone elses fears were brought to me by the cold wind that now made me shiver....i could not possible go back to the clouds...i didn't want to go to those who think they help..while they don't ..but at the same time...i could still feel the love i have for the rain...that now was falling with big drops and splashing on the ground...as if it was angry..it started throwing the raindrops so hard....it seemed like it was trying to wash away something...but it couldn't....it only left the scars on the ground... and it sounded like....it sounded like millions of little soldiers hiding in the sky were shooting down....bullets..firing down..with such power that killed a little bird..trying to get to her nest...and a little ant coming home after a long monday...and millions of other creatures...absolutely innocent...yet punished by someone elses anger...how can someone be so evil....so unforgiving...and so selfish....
    i was hating clouds...helping someone to hide..yet killing so many....
    STOP!!!....i screamed at the sky...please ...pleeeaase... i could feel my own tears running down my cheeks.....WHY?!...i fell on the ground...the raindrops were still so hard..but i could feel no pain...nor sorrow...no noise...everything faded away...except for the voice......it was a song....
    ...it told me ...to look into my heart..he said i will find....that there is nothing there to hide.....i opened my eyes...and i was falling towards the sky.....the clouds accepted me....they said it's time to stop hiding....and be what i am...they told me that someone who wants to help me...can't find me in the rain....that wind blows them away... and that hiding is not an answer to the pain...and that the rain can't wash it away...until i decide to....
    the Earth will never forget her scars.....but with time..new grass...new flowers and forests will grow over it.....but the rain will always remind me of the pain people had to go through....their fears still live in the deepest parts of the forests....but the clouds and the wind promised me to try and keep them there....they also said that if i'll ever have the moment of weakness...i can dance in the rain...they promised to hide me if i'm shy to try it for the first time...and they said that next time i'll look in the sky i will not be looking at it alone....someone else will do the same...and now..all i have to do is find that someone...who is enjoying the rain as well as i am....
     

    Ulzhan you are extremely talented in so many things, follow your dreams as I believe anything is in your grasp.

    You might be wondering about that little angel animation up above. It was a little gift I made for Ulzhan this weekend. As she truly is a sweet little angel. I made it from this image:

     

    but I wanted to take it one step farther... so I made this:

    Have a wonderful day everyone and remember to live with passion =) ...

      
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    ♥♪ Rebecca ♪♥发表:
    Hellooooooo!!!!hola!my name is Rebecca!I like the style of the space very much,it's original!!!!!!!!hehe and the photos nice!
    I am spanish!!!,sorry for my english,it isn't very good!!
    if you can check out my space plz!!!have a gd day!
    kiss!!byebye!!
     
    7 月 5 日
    FoxAimee发表:
    my cousins ex girlfriend is russian they were together for 3 years and she spoke no english so he learned
    how to speak it and it has served him well.
     
    I am going to use part of my poem as my wedding vow, as i do believe that one day Daryl and I will marry.
    I like your modification to my poem it's beautiful and works well I hope she likes it.
     
    I had alot of fun writing that one.
    I am really glad that our friendship does not bother Daryl because there really is no reason for him to be
    upset he thinks I am funny, but he says that my ability to talk to anyone is part of what he loves about me
    I don't fear speaking to people or being open about myself and in that i have tought him alot.
     
    but i must go i am going to paint with my daughter when she wakes up from her nap
     
    have a killer day
    Aimee
    6 月 8 日
    FoxAimee发表:
    I talked to my cousin and he showed me how to pronunce her name and it's even more beautiful
    with a russian accent. My cousin speaks fluent russian so i thought why no ask him.
     
     If your girfriend minds use talking just let me know and I will stop writing because i would hate for her to
    be botherd by this, i think chasing love was partly inspired well storybook love, i think everyone should
    know it see it feel it live it at some time in there lives and but then i remembered how many people foolishly
    chase it like it's a prize to be won, but really love is a privillage. It can do amazing things for people it makes them believe
    forget, and sometimes move on I think being open to it is the only way to achieve it.
     
    However I am sure you and your girlfriend know this first hand, you both were part of the inspiration for this, as I think
    you know the love I speak of.
     
     
    Here's some good news my boyfriens Daryl and I are going out on a real date sometime soon we are going to go and have dinner
    take a drive to our special place, and we are going to talk about how to make things better. He see's now that I am hurting and
    that to make me feel bad is not helping our situation. We will be celebrating our 2 year anniversary in July, and for the forst time
    in a long time I am excited about it.
     
    I told him about us talking and he is glad that I have made a friend, he said i t was funny that I found you by accident .
    I showed him your space and he said that your love reminded him of what he feels for me, I guess he just needed the reminder
    it feels good to know that he still feels strong love for me. I know he will always love I mean I am the mother of him child, there
    will always be that but to know it is still deep love warms me.
     
    It amazes me how speaking to someone that has such positivity in there lives really can effect how you view your own life.
     
     
    Twinkling stars look down to sea,
    twinkling stars look down on me.
    lapping waves come to shore,
    warm spring breeze bring me to your door. 
     
    Trembling hand reaches for you,
    your trenbmling hand needs me too.
    Nervous glance, sweaty palms,
    just holding you my soul calms
     
    This gift I have for you and you alone
    this gift of love i cannot loan
    if you take it handle with care
    for my heartbreak is beyond repair.
     
    So come with me this vow we take,
    this beautiful love we shall not break.
    With shaking hands and open hearts
    a new stage in life we shall embark.
     
    I wrote this poem for Daryl and I had it sitting in my drafts for a while but, I added it to his
    birthday card, I do still have very strong feelings for him I suppose sometimes we all just need
    to know that the ones we love, love us too.
    So enjoy your day, and  please let me know what your girlfriend says i would hate to cause any trouble.
     
    Aimee
     
     
     
    6 月 8 日
    FoxAimee发表:
    Hey Ryan,
     
    I wrote 2 new poems you should check them out if you want there is "we" and "chasing love"
    both are happy and I am kind of proud of them i was feeling very inspired today, not sure why
    but hey it's a good thing I know you are not reading this until tomorrow (well today) now so I hope you
    enjoy
     
    how do you pronunce your girlfriends name it looks so pritty but i am not sure how to say it,
    I hope she does not mind us talking please tell her I say hello and thank you for liking my poems
    it means alot.
     
     
    6 月 7 日
    FoxAimee发表:
    Ryan,
     
     
    Don't be worried, as long as i am aware that these feelings exsist it's not bad.
     I acctually talked to Ryan after writing and it made things more clear he is someone
    that will hold a part of my soul forever but us together won't happen because we
    are lucky to have the friendship that we have however we both know that strong feeelings
    exsist between us. I want things to work with my boyfriend because I do love him we just
    need to find each other again. We will it will just take some work and gentle reminders of
    could be lost.
     
    That poem was from when Ryan and I stopped talking and seeing eachother so it's older
    but it's one of my favs it's sad but beautiful.
     
    Now epic breath taking love:
     
    I think it's when you are drawn to a person like a magnetic force pulls you together. It
    feels like nothing could pull you apart, you feel as if the object of your love is all around
    you where ever you go. You can't see happy thing without thinking of that person.
    When you  are in the same room you need to touch them ever just to have you arm brush
    the othetr person, but when your not together if feels like they are still there.
    It's epic because no story book could write it better and everyday the story just gets better.
    But here is the best part when there has been time between you that you were apart work other stuff
    (you know what I mean) when that person walks throught the door they take your breath away, and
    if your really lucky everyday feels like the first with this crazy familiarity, and that knowledge that there
    is no one you would rather be with in the wolrd.
     
    See I know that feeling well and although it has ecaped me for now I will hold on to it with both hands
    patiently waiting for the day that it will return.
     
    I honestly think that everything will turn out as it should  i believe that everything happens for a reason
    and maybe my boyfriend doen't worry because he belives in what we have built, it sucks that he thinks I am
    carzy for seeign what I do but that is his point of view. Like I said it' ll be fine you'll see.
     
    you are right that is how we say Nya, so tell me more about you  i would love to more about you
    it's really cool to have someone to write to especially someone with such a possitive out look i'd like 
    to learn more about you and your life that is if you want to share. if you send your email address
    i'll send you pictures.
     
    I am really glad I wrote it was nice to make a new friend one can always use friends.
     
    I am surprised that anyone else liked my poetry please tell them I say thank you um they aren't
    all sad but for some reason i like the sad ones more, I find more beauty in them i guess it's because
    i see where i was and how much i have grown from there or maybe iam just better at sad because i
    know that part of myself better than the happy side.
     
    Pale pink skies, salty crashing waves,
    tiny wet footprints dancing,
    the purple sky smiles remembering the day
    the salty waves crash, the tiny footprints dance
    you and I walk hand in hand, not to fast not to
    slow watch now the earth will show us where
    to go.
     
    This poem is about Nya I am not sure where life will take us but for her there will be happieness
    it's funny you are so far way and i barely know you but it feels like i have known you forever
    like we have this great friendship for years and years, hmm kind neat when you think about
     
     
    take care
    Aimee:)
     
      
    6 月 7 日
    FoxAimee发表:

    Hey Ryan, Thanks for writing back, I was plesantly surprised. As I said I dont often comment but

    your space made feel things I haven't felt in a long time.So a bit about me, well Ilive in Victoria BC

    I have an amazing baby girl Nya she is 6 months old but is the center of my world, I think it's the closest

    thing to storybook love that I have ever felt. It's funny that your name is Ryan because one of my best

    friends is named Ryan. truth be told he may have been my storybook love in another life, as for this one

    I have love but epic breath taking love. Unless you count my daughter.

     

    I haven't written to anyone in a long time thanks for letting me write to you and thank you for thinking

    that I have talent, I suppose I knew but forgot. I haven't been able to find "it" that thing that drives my

     writing but your space sparked something for me and I am truly greatful.

     

    So as for me I am 23 will be 24 Oct 11 and it seems strange that I should know exactly what I want from

    life but lately I find myself drifting,drifting away from the one I am supposed to be with forever. Suddenly

     forever seems to long. What's worse is he feels like everything is okay.

     I guess it  easy to say this to you because my word, thoughts, and feelings

    don't hurt you in anyway. Which makes you the perfect listner.

     

    I hope you never loose such a beautiful feeling, I think once you realize you had it once it's hard to get it back.

    Better to have loved and loat than never have loved at all.

     

    Hey if you ever need someone to listen I am here i am a good listner too. so here 's a little something until next time

    hope to talk to you soon. Don't worry they arent all sad this piece is acctually about my Ryan ( there's  alot of history.

    guess i am not so over it yet but i will be).

    Aimee

    I followed this footstep it led me to you,

    you held me loved me and i began to bloom.

    the ice started to melt, spring had come.

     

    Then one day without warning winter came,

    you gave me no shelter, instead turning me

    loose to the storm. Ice formed once more

     

    Alone my heart such a decilate place.

     

    I followed this tear drop it led me to you ,

    I held you in my arms and showed what you

    could not see, That without your love the ice

    will not melt, the spring will not come.

    I shall wilt.

     

     

    6 月 7 日
    FoxAimee发表:
    Hey you have no idea who i am but i stumbbled across your page and had to comment .
     
    You renewd faith that there really is storybook love in the world,
     
    You have also inspired me to write again thanks
     
    Don't live for the past, for the present shall forsake you.
    Don't live for heartbreak, because love will surely shake you.
    Live for the moment's that take your breath away.
    Embrace each moment, and life will not pass you by.
    6 月 2 日
    Dani发表:
    I did a duet with this other girl on steel pan. geez I wish I had a sister. No she's my friend. She's cool. And yes school is out! So I guess you could say I'm in between summer jobs as we speak. I quit the other one last week. It was kinda ok, just really didn't see myself doing this all summer you know? ugh. *shudder* Nothing else exciting really, chillin with friends, family. Anything new and exciting with you? 
     
    ya enjoy the rest of your Tuesday,
    D
    5 月 30 日
    Dani发表:
    Glad to hear your well :) I'm doin' ok I guess. Work is keeping you busy I imagine? Oh those pics where from Sunday. Its like a "coming of age" program for youth. They go through a series of workshops every week (public speaking, resume writing, financial advising) and then end with a big ball. The pictures where from the grand ending. It was fun, I did it two years ago. I got to play "O Canada" at the beginning hehe :D. Well better sleep....cheers.
    5 月 29 日
    Dani发表:

    lovely blog <3

    hope you're doin alright

    adios~

    5 月 29 日
    yanyan发表:
    Hello Ryan~~~
    They hurt my feelings.I also want to change the roommates.But my college doesn't permit anyone to change the roommates.So terrible!
    I succeeded in persuading my parents into agreeing my going home.So I will go home this afternoon.
    Maybe I'll return in 10 days!!I hope I can release myself through this time and forget all the unhappy things.
    Well,have a great weekend!See you later!!
     
    yanyan
     
     
    5 月 27 日
    SherrillAp​ril发表:
    You have been tagged!! Come on over and see how to play!! ~Pweeze play ryan~ Hope your doing good!! Have a great day!! =) Hugs and Love, April Dawn
    5 月 26 日
    yanyan发表:
    Hello Ryan~~
    The photo above is cute~~so sweet:)
    I show some nice pictures of my trip in my blog.I think it's a beautiful place.
    Thanks for your wishes!!I will work hard.
    These days I'm busy.And I feel sad.There is something wrong between my roommates and me.They hurt me so much.I'm angry and sad.and I don't know what to do.
    What's more,I miss my family very much.But my family don't agree that I return home.So depressed!
    I'll come again soon:)Have a good day!
     
    yanyan
    5 月 26 日
    Nicci发表:
    Hiya darlin...
     
    I wont fib, I havent read this blog yet, as I am trying to just get this thing done first, yu know I willbe back to read it with full attention after.. but omg u used images in ur blog.. blow me away batman ..
     
    okay so dont hate .. but i just gotta know...
     
    ~~Happy Humpday~~
    Youve been tagged to share your 8 steps to a perfect lover...
     
    Cheers!
     
    5 月 24 日
    StammyFres​h发表:
    u still at here...o...so bad...im sad...i want 2 cry...
    5 月 24 日
    StammyFres​h发表:
    Today im feeling blue...today is blue day!
    5 月 24 日
    SchJen发表:
    awwwww how cute.. =)
    5 月 24 日
    DarlingBun​mi发表:
    Wow, my dear Ryan is in LOVEEEEEEEEEEEE:)):)):)):)).... Enjoy... Mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhzzz x Bunmi Darling x.
    5 月 24 日
    StammyFres​h发表:
    If you feel it in your heart and you understand me. 
    STOP right where you are, everybody sing along with me.
    5 月 24 日
    没有名字发表:
    =)...
     
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